I've lost my sparkle, has anyone seen it?

So today I think I've pretty much hit relapse, I forced my body beyond it's limits and now it hates me. My frame of mind doesn't help either at the moment. I have reluctantly spent the whole afternoon in bed, and tomorrow will probably end up doing the same.

This is how I don't want to be, where I can't do anything.

If you find my sparkle, tell it off and tell it to perk up and come back to me because I need to bounce back ASAP and stronger than ever