Such a horrible horrible mood today, my hips ache SO much it's making me want to cry, as well as wanting to cry due to feeling on the verge of a breakdown..

I hate being so anxious, too many essays and things to do, it's becoming a chore, I want to enjoy my degree. Argh.

Nothing is sounding right with these essays, I'm doubting myself - I want it to be worth it but I just don't feel like I am as good as everyone else on my course. I won't go into things as I don't feel in the mood for sharing everything in my head, I'm too tired of it all.

Take me back to feeling all relaxed like I was yesterday at Pontins!!

:(